I’m not even sure

about today anymore.

Everyone keeps dying around me.

And I’m just tired of losing everything.

I think I need a vacation away from people here so I can learn to live all over again and maybe let someone be a part of my life.

P.S. I think Banana Republic guy is in love with me. Apparently he’s got this lovey-dovey look on his face when he comes to visit me. Not sure how I manage to make the wrong ones fall for me. I’m sorry, but you’re not the one.

P.P.S. I got cussed out by this idiot who was offended because I refused to call or text him back. According to him, I’m a “prude bitch” and a “stuck up broad”. Not to be cocky, I’m not the prettiest girl nor am I skinny enough (in my opinion), but have you even taken a look at me? I’m not cheap street trash grinding up on low-life talentless douchebags like you. I don’t want a “good time”. I don’t want “temporary”. I want REAL. And it wouldn’t kill you to learn how to spell either.

I’m an English major, stupid.